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Archive for September, 2007

Here it comes, get ready the Halloween mamma is on the rise.  Putting up lights, planning parties, costumes, fun, pumpkin festivals.  I can’t freakin’ wait.

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Picture Day!

It’s picture day, everyone is excited, Kam was up an hour early, couldn’t sleep, and was all spunky happy, hair all spikey and giggling like a silly guy.  Maylie you woke up with a tired little smile, your eyes all droopy like mine get too, but with this content little smirk on your face.  Darn [...]

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Kind of an motional roller coaster this ordeal we are going through now, seeing each other every other week.  I can already feel the anxiety knowing my time left is really short with you both.  It is kind of funny, I knew about a year ago that this would end up happening to me, so [...]

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I get to not only see you at daycare, I get to bring you home!  I get to have the babies with me, my Maylie Mo and Smidgie Paige.  I had a hard night last night, missing both of you.  It really had me feeling very down.  I am daily afraid I really will not [...]

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Wednesday 7 and 7

I picked up your brother Kameron tonight.  Tomorrow I am going to come get you both.  I miss you so much knowing still that you are both coming home tomorrow night.  You know by now that your mother may try to keep from allowing you to be with me 7 days a week and with [...]

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Tuesday – T Minus Two

I was able to see Maylie and Maddie last night.  You girls were just doing your thing, Maddie, you always come and greet me at the door of daycare.  I don’t know for sure that it is you hearing my voice or seeing me walk up because you are usually downstairs with the other kids.  [...]

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Monday

No one ever likes Monday, but I think it is usually due to having to return to work.  I think the schools you go to are now working to help keep you from me.  I don’t blame them – they were probably threatened with attorneys and lawsuits and they are just worried about bad press.  [...]

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Renee

You have taken so much pain and hurt from me, I fail you constantly and it pains me.  I work hard to not allow it to happen, to calm myself and I think I have done better, but the issues we have faced lately have tried your soul, wounded you deeply and I cannot make [...]

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Dear Kelsie and Kameron

Since I have come into your life, things have had to change a lot for you.  I am sorry fo rthat happening, and I feel selfish because it is my doing.  I am trying to be a good dad to you.  Sometimes I do good I think, sometimes not so much.  It’s not easy being [...]

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Dear Maylie and Maddie

Well your mother and I have been apart for several months now.  I want you to know how hard this is on me.  I love you both more than my own life.  I will do what it takes for you to have peaceful happy childhoolds.  I selfishly hope that a good amount of time will [...]

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